Wow, I did not think I would be able to update until tomorrow.
But here I am, I hope you will please: D
's start, which I have to watch the game at 16, hahaha XD
(EDIT: The game started that I was not even halfway post, I used the method caferacer02
for editing ... my mom that sucks .. uff global sti -. -)
E 'born on my brother.
name is Jo. It 's the best thing I've ever seen in my entire life, this tiny, perfect creature.
He's good and brave eyes, I think that will have a wonderful future ahead of him.
How
normal and should be, Jo-country skiing at our energies.
gladly take care of them day and night, between feedings, diaper changes, cuddles and lullabies to no end. T
Anne is a wonderful mother, Bud is a slap Dad, I'll put all my good efforts by big sister, but despite this the first two months of Jo we fly away almost without noticing it, there is no time for anything else.
When, after the "critical period" I can put them nose out of the house for the first time, fate has it that Thomas meetings.
From the evening of the unexpected kiss
I have not seen.
I have not even been heard, really.
He sent me some messages on the phone, and an avalanche of emails, all telling me not to worry, that he knew not to be reciprocated in his feelings, I apologize for being so stupid as to go back to being friends before.
I could not ever respond. The problem is I do not know what to say.
I can not understand me, I can not understand what I want from Thomas.
I have to put an end (or make a new beginning) Chapter Sinbad before you can really decide to Thomas.
So, after my long silence, to meet him so suddenly is really embarrassing.
He has over 18 years and have not even gone to his birthday.
But Thomas is a gentleman, there's no doubt about that.
It behaves as if it had not been wronged by my wrongs up and greets me with affection, and I perish with shame and guilt, and I would escape.
missing a week of my eighteenth birthday, and I was (unsurprisingly) I do not know what to do in my life.
One morning, shortly after dawn, I am awakened by a phone call. Who can
never be calling so early?
Surprise! It 's my editor. My second novel, "Everything changes" is having some success ... in China!
I have a lot of money to go for a promotional campaign in major libraries Shang Sim
La. 's my big chance, I can not make me run away. The very idea makes me excited.
And I know what I really want to grow up to write and travel.
I feel a little 'guilty to go home.
Bud has started to work hard (now there's a mouth to feed!) And Anne T will necessarily have to go it alone ...
But you have to say that Bud is at home when they know perfectly take care of his family ...
And he also knows how to protect it!
And here I am now eighteen.
The project is to open a mortgage, buy a house of my own where I can write in peace, and leave soon for China.
me awake for the last time in this house, my room has now been appointed for when my little Jo will be a little 'more great.
E 'this is a special day.
I am an adult, I'm going home. I'm going to travel halfway around the world.
But I decided to buy a house in Twinbrook. I COULD go. But I decided not to.
I say softly, but starts to like it here.
However my new look from "woman" is not that I like very much ...
Instead, I am very comfortable with the new character that is being born in me, romantic and adventurous.
spends the morning to pack my things, prepare to pack, load boxes.
And it's time to say goodbye. T
thank Anne for all that you gave me last year. It 'was amazing how we have gone along.
And kiss my beloved brother, that I know I will die from ...
But what I regret most is leaving Bud.
raised me, was always with me, in good times and bad times.
It 's a special father.
And here I am outside the my new home.
my house. It 'really exciting! :)
's still almost empty, I want to take all the time I need to furnish the best ...
But it is beautiful.
And the view enjoyed from the terrace is worth any price.
Just enough time to put my things on the ground, and a thought comes to mind.
I wonder why I did not think about it first.
I am eighteen years.
I am an adult.
I grew up.
I have someone to watch.
In ten minutes at the home of Sinbad.
ran up, I did not want to wait. E 'by I've been waiting a year and a half now, by golly.
"I came to say goodbye, tomorrow I leave for China. I'll be 4 months away ... "I say.
"Have a good trip then," he says.
"I've done my best wishes for your birthday ..." I tell him makin 'eyes.
looks into my eyes for a few seconds. It does not say a word.
Then he smiles, approaches me and whispers
"You know I'm not a nice guy."
E.. ends predictably it ended, here.
When I come home at night, I'm forced to resume my life.
I feel like walking on a cloud, but it is necessary that I stay down to earth. I expect a long journey, I still have too many things to arrange, and a huge empty house to manage.
With Sinbad have not done any type of project.
He obviously did not mention it, but I did it myself. It would be ridiculous, considering that the next few months will pass without being able to see absolutely, and that will be difficult if not impossible to find a way to feel frequently.
The evening before I get the inspiration, and start a new book.
be called "Journey to Love."
Arrival at the airport early in the morning.
are loads of baggage and is a particularly cold and foggy morning.
I am about to enter the area of the check in when I hear a voice calling me.
E 'Thomas.
runs toward me, takes my face in his hands.
"Who told you you'd find you here?" I ask.
"Your ... friend .. - He says with embarrassment - I met him last night at the pub, and was ... talking about you "
I understand what you mean Thomas. But I do not care. I know I should, but I do not care.
"I just wanted to .. - Continued him - only to say goodbye. Irma makes a good trip. "
I love Thomas.
And I like it. The look in your eyes and I understand that I like a lot too.
But I'm not in love, what can I do?
I would like to know what would be the best, but do not love him. It is not something that I can just decide to change.
I greet him with affection, and I promise you that when I come back I'll see a little 'more often.
damn TEN HOURS OF FLIGHT AFTER ...
Here I come to the Shang Sim!
I'm so excited, and I suppose that does not seem hard to believe!
soon start my promotional tour arrived in bookstores.
I must admit that part very well, there are many people who came just for me.
Patience, it will get better in the coming weeks!
I was expecting a "high-class treatment", and instead have been placed in a hostel for tourists.
Again, patience!
It 'still a nice place, the view from the window is wonderful, and I have so much free time to explore the city, reflect, rest.
Ah, yes ... And wear traditional costumes: I love them!
China is magical, literally.
There is so much green, the streets there is peace the most absolute, and as I wander aimlessly here and there I discover wonderful places and sometimes a bit 'scary!
the hostel I made friends with Ali, an Egyptian boy.
Let's do some 'hard to understand, but it's fun and keeps me a lot of company.
Often we get up at the same time and we have breakfast together ... I know how to use chopsticks, however, not him: D
the hostel things are not always in the right direction.
I have to tell me what happened? -.-
Meanwhile, the promotional tour starts to get better.
It is a rumor that "the author of Everything Changes" (but we realize?) Is here and autograph his books. Incredibly
people go to the library just for me!
I continue to work on "Journey to Love" is the first time that I attempt a romance, and I realize that perhaps the genre most suitable for me.
I also started to attend a martial arts course.
To go there I have to ride for several miles, but it's worth it.
course (needless to say, no?) Martial arts do otherwise.
But I like it, and then so much so, I train like crazy!
And anyway, what happens to me one day in and day out, it's amazing.
Maybe you'll be tired of hearing it again, but I need to vent to someone! XD
The Sims The Shang months pass quickly.
include a visit to the site ...
A game of chess with Ali ...
promotional And a meeting with fans of my book ...
I find myself running out of this magical journey.
The book is fine now .. That's fine! The fans are right up to the hostel and asked for my autograph, I feel a little 'a' idol ', eheh!
There are nights, however, that the magic of this place is almost a punishment.
I want someone with me. Someone to love me and whom to love. And then I get lost in thought, and I wonder who is going to beat me to the heart when I will return to Twinbrook.
These four months have flown by, and even though I already plan to visit Egypt to visit my friend Ali, now it is China that I have to say goodbye. I will miss.
Again a tremendous and long plane trip, but finally arrived at my house. I want a
absurd take a shower and see my relatives.
At home waiting for me in the oriental style of furniture that I sent during my stay in China.
I decided that I will travel a lot, and that my house will be the mirror of my travels e della mia crescita.
Potevo forse augurarmi il contrario?
A casa, oltre i mobili nuovi, mi aspetta anche un'altra sorpresa...
Dopo il viaggio e "lo spiacevole inconveniente del wc" sono stanca morta, ma decido comunque di fare almeno una breve visita a casa dei miei, la voglia di salutarli è troppa!
C'è Anne T ad accogliermi, ma purtroppo Bud è al lavoro. Peccato, mi dispiace moltissimo...
Le racconto un po' del viaggio, ma fremo.
C'è qualcuno, al piano di sopra, che desidero tremendamente vedere!
My little darling Jo!
E 'grown a lot, has a nose too clever, and although I think that after all this time did not recognize me more, I am committed to pay an unbreakable bond with my brother, now that I'm back.
the evening I really, really, really tired. I decide to do a washing machine, then go straight to bed.
I'm going to go into the garden to dry clothes, when I hear music coming from outside ...
I can not believe it. There
Sinbad playing in my backyard.
for me.
runs towards him and embrace. I can not say anything, his mouth is dry, again, like a year ago.
Still without saying a word I take it by the hand and I let in my house.
And without saying a word behind us that we close the door of the bedroom.
we fall asleep, which is now out of the day, close to my bed in this room still empty but full of us.
When I wake Sinbad is no longer in the bed with me.
I look at my watch and saw that it was almost noon. Cabbages.
go down in the living room to find it believed the stove to cook for us, and instead, everything I find, is a big mess.
dirty dishes, a fruit juice left blank on the table, some clothes on the floor.
I'm going to get angry, I can not believe that after last night, Sinbad has really behaved like that.
But then the doorbell rings.
What an idiot, must be left to buy something to eat, and now obviously does not know how to get back.
I'll get him as soon as a copy of the keys.
I open the door saying "Bad, I'm scared when I have not seen him in bed ...."
Fuck.
Stra Fuck.
not Sinbad.
E 'Thomas.
I have said, is not it, that Thomas is a man?
shamelessly pretends not to hear anything, deftly skates on my semi nakedness and told me to prepare me, that's ready for a gift of "welcome back".
I'm so embarrassed, angry and stunned that does not object.
In ten minutes I'm ready and, although a bit 'sullen let myself be led by Thomas.
"I remember" - he says - "almost a year ago when I talk about your desire to get a tattoo. So I decided to give one. This guy is Terry, and is here to get a tattoo, in fact. But not just any
. A drawing that I did. Do you feel, Irma? "
I am a bit 'puzzled.
tattoo so suddenly, and most importantly a design that I did not choose me?
Ma. at the end .. Why not, then what? If I can not trust Thomas, who should I trust?
agree, and Terry go down in the basement.
I ask where I prefer to be tattooed ... Well, I am pleased to decide that much!
I opt for the right arm, clutching a little 'teeth, and force me to not look at the drawing until it is finished.
I want to be totally a surprise, as Thomas has meant to me.
Within an hour, Terry has done.
The design is beautiful. I ran up the stairs and I do not know what to say to Thomas. As a gesture to be able to thank so beautiful.
"These stars .. Thomas are beautiful, thank you. Ma. why? "I ask. Thomas
looks at me with his sweet smile.
"You will Irma. Sooner or later. "
Eeeeeeeeh! Here!
Finished!
Jo, I hope it gives you pleasure ... I know that now seems "a little character," but I have big plans for him in the future.
See you at the next update! : D
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