Come al solito (no, non brillo per fantasia) non sono assolutamente sicura che riuscirò a completare l'aggiornamento in una volta. Fa niente, esiste l'edita, ahaah XD
Ah, non crediate che le numerose interruzioni ai miei aggiornamenti dipendano dal fatto che ho una vita super emozionante, piena di avventure e nuove cose..
Ma và. E' solo che me ne capita una dietro l'altra (di sfighe intendo :P )
Cominciamo che è meglio...
Essere la ragazza di Sinbad non è semplice.
Un appuntamento con lui significa spesso doverlo wait in a place of dubious reputation ...
Although, for the sake of fairness, I must say that the expectation over the boy apologizes always the best way ...
And undoubtedly knows how to forgive ...
Yeah, you got it.
I am the girl of Sinbad. It took me 'a bit "to get him ..
A bit '... Well, it would be more correct to say that it took me YEARS.
Years that have flown, it is true, including a book and another, playing with Jo, waiting for a return of Thomas ... but I no longer heard ..
But enough with the memories, we said ...
I'm the girl of Sinbad. E 'heavy but I like it.
When I told him I wanted to do things more seriously and put together with him we had to think a little ', but eventually capitulated.
Unfortunately, not everything goes the right way yet.
Although we are together now, Sinbad is not clear what are the tasks expected of a man ...
Let's wonderful nights together ...
that after a few hours become, for me, sad morning, where I have breakfast alone, because Sinbad, as usual, goes away when I sleep ...
But I never really all alone.
I have my books, of course, and my little brother to play with and keep company which ...
Even if I should call brother really more: Jo is a big boy now, almost a boy!
I have my Bud, who often comes to visit me by surprise (and in doing so one day I will find another semi-naked with Sinbad, argh!)
And I also found an old friend, Zo, with which I I saw in high school, when I went out with the group of Thomas.
Zo is a year younger than me, yet he is already married to Tay, her boyfriend of history.
I must admit a little envy. It 'nice that their feelings were already ripe, ready and confident to make this big step and starting a family!
Sinbad instead of this and I do not even speak.
We have so much fun together, go dancing, to see concerts, to dinner ..
By the way, Sinbad is a bit 'crazy.
fun in a "normal" he is not a simple matter.
we go to "infrattare" in the cemetery ... I'm dying of fear, but he puts on that look "I protect you," and I passed everything!
Or call me in the middle of the night, we climb into his car, climbed over the gate of the municipal swimming pool is closed at this hour, and we love to swim like children, all in secret ..
But sometimes it happens that Sinbad disappear for a few days.
not answer the phone, you do not find at home ...
And I have come to know what happened by reading the newspaper ...
Exactly. It is so rare that, for a few minor pilferage or fraud, Sinbad will face some day, "al fresco".
reiterate that I discovered only because I see pictures and read the article in the newspaper?
I climb a nervous unimaginable!
Also because Sinbad does not have the beak of a penny and afford a good lawyer for him, is pure fiction.
So what happens?
happens that I have to intervene I, and find him an alibi.
I find myself lying, saying that "she was with me" ... It always works, but it is something that can not stand.
As I forgive so many?
do not even know me.
Like, I really like. I do not know if this what I call love .. probably only obsession ...
But it is. What can I do?
E. .. And it's so cute!
Over time my friend Zo another dream come true: to become mother.
He had a lovely baby girl, Lillian, and I already love it!
Zo is the friend I never had.
We spend hours upon hours to gossip, and when I'm with you I can not think about my problems, which, though small, I weigh a lot.
One morning, very early, quite suddenly, I get a call.
E 'Bud. Anne T is not feeling well, and would like me to go with them.
When I arrive, however, is late.
Bud is already waiting for the ambulance.
Anne T had an illness, is on the ground without of ways.
The ambulance arrives, we are told to be quiet, it's nothing very serious. An illness due to age. The
taken to the hospital and while Bud gets dressed and prepares to join her, I assured him I will stay at home to keep an eye on Jo, when he comes back from school.
Fortunately, there's no need. Before lunch
Bud is home again, he'll tell to Jo.
Anne T will remain a few days the hospital for observation. Do not worry, there will just be more careful, and take a break '.
I promise I will, however, that from them again the next day.
When I get home I'm really shaken. I call
Sinbad, and he runs from me. Hold me tight. E 'in times like this that I understand that, in its way, I want very well indeed.
The following day is spent entirely with Jo. It 'very concerned, I do play and help with homework. It 'hard to comfort him while his mother is in hospital, but somehow I manage.
After dinner, accompanied him to sleep, and look forward to Bud and Anne T, should be released after a few hours.
arrives, and when I talk back.
E 'serious, I understand now what I want to say.
It 's a proposal which I expected, but that I hoped not to have ever heard. It scares me so much.
I wonder if, when she and Bud will be no more, I will take care of Jo.
The answer is obvious. And 'my brother, I love him in a way that can not be described.
answer immediately, determined, confident. Yes, I'll take care of.
But I hope that day come as late as possible.
Days, weeks, Months passed.
The pace is slow, every day like the previous one, with small joys and sorrows small. Esco
often with Zo, who with his appearance brought a breath of fresh air in my days ...
And increasingly Jo spent the afternoon at my house.
It 's a smart kid, he understands what is happening, and too many times I see him worried.
I'll try to explain to him that his mom and our dad is older, but still ahead of them is a long time, but I do not know what Jo wants to believe me ...
Sinbad spends the night with me more and more often ..
I wish things between us evolve a bit, 'but still nothing happens on that front again ...
Until one morning, coincidentally, I have to wake up before him!
It 'strange to see him sleeping in my bed.
has a beautiful face while sleeping, and I almost feel a bit 'embarrassed.
get down to the kitchen to prepare breakfast, Sinbad and when he wakes up and joins me I see it is quite uncomfortable ...
eat in complete silence, and just what he ends up in Sinbad gets flat ... He looks worried ..
I'm going to ask him what he wants to tell me when he gets thrown to the ground.
scares me a bit '... But what is it? Are you ill?
OH MY GOD!
pulls out a ring. For me. It asks me if I want to marry him.
Oh my God. Oh dear ...
beginning I can not even respond.
me short of breath, my heart bursts. Ooooo Then scream and jump around his neck!
When we calmed down a bit 'Sinbad me embrace gently.
Then he says he has to leave for a few weeks to work. Upon his return, we will begin preparations for the wedding.
I greet him happy. It is not the first time that must be away for a while ', but it is the first time I encountered this with calm detachment.
Clearly, in classic style Irmoso "if something goes wrong, you can be sure that there is something ready to fail!
And here, therefore, that my faithful washing machine, half an hour after the marriage proposal of Sinbad, he decided to congratulate me ... way suo!
Scherzi a parte, c'è altro che mi preoccupa.
Sinbad è partito da ormai dieci giorni, e io non mi sento affatto bene.
Ho un'emicrania che non vuole passare, la pressione molto bassa, gli occhi che bruciano e la testa che gira.
Sempre.
Sono così sbattuta che non esco di casa e non mi tolgo nemmeno la vestaglia, ormai da giorni.
Vado avanti di cibo confezionato perchè di cucinare non ho le forze.
Non riesco ad procedere con il romanzo che sto scrivendo, sto proprio male... Passo il tempo sdraiata o seduta, e il massimo sforzo che riesco to do is to read a book ..
Sinbad I call and call, asking him to return from the trip soon.
I really need a hand, I always seem to feel faint.
His phone but can not reach you, and I, with eyes that burn, I can not help but send him an email ...
That same evening, while upstairs to bed, I hear the bell.
Sinbad must be returned at last. I think I will soon lead to the emergency room ... With a hard
I go down the stairs to open the door ...
My head spins very strong ...
I just in time to turn the handle, then I feel my knees yield me ...
... and loses consciousness.
Blind. I remember nothing else.
Darkness, some flash of light.
Then two strong arms lift me gently ...
And when I start to wake up, I was sitting on the couch ...
Well, here we are, I'm done!
CVD, as it turned, I edited, for 3 times, ahaha XD
Okay.
I hope, as always, not to have bored. We re-
soon as I can see, hopefully soon!:)
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