And it's over this one. I'm not very proud of the last chapter, but I had to finish it. Yes, I miss them already. ; __;
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16 - All's well that ... ends
It was like a party.
had drunk too much as usual. Shining eyes, the sound of glass glasses. The house for a while 'was their place, to surround them. Elena laughed and then burst into tears without reason, that the Rude rested a hand on his shoulder, Reno that filled our glasses. Business as usual, everything would always be like.
"To us!"
With an exaggerated smile, Reno held up his glass. The other two stared at him, frowning.
"We should put together, you and me." Elena said as she drank Reno, pointing a finger at Rude.
He smiled. "You think so?"
Elena straightened on the couch, threatening to bring down the glass in his hand. "Of course! It does not work like that, usually? We are both in the same situation. We could console ourselves! "
" It does not seem quite the same ... "said Reno
" It '... like that! "
" Have you ever slept with Tseng? "
" This has nothing to do. "She had come back seriously. He took off his shoes with a nervous gesture, curled up on the couch. "I ... I have not done anything wrong. And he has not even considered my efforts. He never does ... "
" It 's done so, Tseng. "
" I know, but ... "
" It will have his motives. "Rude filled another glass.
"It will have all the reasons you want, but ..."
"It 's been crazy."
And after that sentence, there was silence.
"I'll walk." Rude said suddenly. Elena had not looked up, staring at the floor.
"And 'this."
She leaned against the door with his back. She was drunk, dammit. Not too much to be unable to speak, but enough to ...
Rude nodded, looked at waiting for a greeting. It was everything. That night would end, without changing anything. Elena felt disappointed, angry, nervous.
"You ..." he began, and the words slipped out quickly. "Want to join?"
Rude was silent for a moment. Perhaps he was surprised. Because she was just a dumb girl because she was not at all attractive, was not enough. It was not never been to anyone. But now, only now, maybe ... She looked at him, looking determined.
'Stay. Dai. "
Arching his back, sighing slightly. In the eye, despite his glasses. Pull your hair with a gesture of his head.
"You should not."
"Mh?"
"You should not, Helen." Rude smiled at her, and she surrendered.
"You're right ..." Rude
took a step toward her. The startled when reached into his jacket pocket. He wanted to touch her? He wanted to have sex there, in front of the door? She stared at him, motionless, as he took his cell phone. He took her hand, opened it. Elena watched the phone, not understanding.
"Call him."
"Eh?"
"Call now. You say trying. "
was drunk too, was clear. She looked away, unsure. Call it? Oh, sure. Sure. Rude must have banged my head too much. Calling it! As if ... as if ...
Yet the night was not over yet. Yet he could still do something to change it. Yet I think I deserve at least an attempt. At least one.
In the empty corridor of the dormitory, Elena shook the phone between your fingers.
The wound was not so bad after all.
shook the gauze with kindness. Yuffie just groaned, closing his eyes.
"Did I hurt you?"
"No, do not worry. "
He finished placing the dressing, then sat on the bed. She was tired. He let go a sigh.
"Ciss ..."
"Mh?"
Yuffie was serious, and he had tears in his eyes. There was a strange sadness in the air, could not but notice it. It was all over, everything had gone wrong.
"It 's possible for a Turk, fall in love?"
"... fall in love?"
"Yes" Yuffie smiled, staring at the window. "It is not, right?"
"I do not know, honestly. Perhaps not quite. "
" I thought so. "
Cissnei laughed softly. It was not much left to say. "Come home now?" He asked.
"Sure. I am very busy. What will you do, Ciss? We'll meet again? "
" We'll see. "Yuffie
wanted to say something. He hesitated, took a deep breath. "I am ... fell in love with him, is not it? "
" I think ... yes. "
" It's good, say it out loud. "
Cissnei nodded. "It's always good, I think."
"And he's an idiot. It's good to say that too. "
" I would say yes. "
" Do you see him again? "
They looked at both smiled.
She sat at the desk with the phone in front.
could do it.
After all, he deserved it. At least one attempt. Although he already knew how it would be gone. In short, he never seriously believed that Tseng could ... What? It was incredible to even think.
would not have worked. Any effort, any act of courage. It was all useless, because Tseng would not smile. He would not look at her as ... her. Would never be the same. Oh, he knew. But the night was ending, and would never find the courage.
tapping. The cell was cold. He drew his fingers.
what to say, then? How to apply? There were no right words. But the time was passing, and was the only one who had. Maybe it was just too drunk. Perhaps Rude was an idiot. Perhaps it should not. Yet, yet ... It would be so nice to be able to say for trying ... The
squeezed. Here it is, his weapon. Her chance. Could. He could call it, and the words would come from the sun. Of course, the most stupid. The most absurd. But it was enough to make the number, and then something would happen. Something was better than nothing. Yeah. Something. The
shook again. The fingers began to press the keys. Could. I was doing. All right. It had to do it. The
ear and still not believing at all. He could still stop, hang up. And maybe he would not respond. He would have saved without knowing it. Would have prevented that ...
"Hello?"
"Ah," said Elena. Was done.
"What do you want? It 's late ... "
Tseng's voice was sleepy.
had responded.
had responded.
"I. .. I ..."
"... Hello? Elena? "
" Lord ... Excuse me, I did not wake her up. "
" What? "She could still
. Breaking for a moment the reality. Do something unpredictable. Try. To say you did, yes. For ...
"I wanted to ..."
Why did not make sense, hang up now. Why could still.
"So?"
"I wanted to ..."
He swallowed. Well. It was time, and there was no way back.
"... Elena?"
"I wanted to tell you, sir, that ... I am ... a little 'disappointed. "
" Eh? "
" By the way ... treated me. I think I did a good job. Think they were true, that it complied with the orders. I do not think ... I did something wrong. "
No, no tears. Elena blessed the phone, and whoever had invented. Her voice was trembling, but at least he would not see her tears. Wiped them with one hand, expectations.
"What ..."
"And, sir ... I would like you to recognize this fact. Because ... "The voice was trembling too. He paused for a moment he resumed. "Why is not fair."
"... Are you drunk?"
"It's not fair, and I ... I always do ... my best ... "He could hear
? He could understand him, crying? Helen pursed her lips, tried to stop. But he was drunk, and was miserable, and he ...
"I know, Helen."
"Mh?"
"I know. It '... a moment ... difficult. "
sniffed, nodded although he could not see her. "Yes .. I understand that. But I ... "
Elena cried, did not know what to say. She held the phone too tight, stifling sobs.
"Now go to sleep. You should not be awake. "
" No, I'm not done. "
" Mh? "
" I would remind you ... appointment, sir. "
" Ah ... "
" I think I deserve it. "
" E ' True, the appointment. We'll talk tomorrow, you okay? "
" Yes, sir. "
" Good. "
" We'll talk about really? "
" Yes. We'll talk about really. "
" Oh. "
" Good night, Helen. "
" ... goodnight. "
And suddenly, the night was over.
"Go to bed?" Rude
winced. He looked up at him, who was leaning against the doorway open. The door of his room, a room like many in the dormitory. Everything had changed so quickly.
"Yes, I go to bed."
"Do you think there will still work together?"
was too early for that question. Reno was looking down, hands in his pockets. He was embarrassed, he was scared. He knew. The words were too much to say, they were complicated.
"I think so." Simply said, wondering why he was so important. The only possible link, of course. His only possible link was with the boy red and weird. She looked at him with a mixture of anger and affection.
"If that asshole Tseng me alongside a new partner, the throat." Reno did not look at him again.
He was afraid, Reno What? To be alone? It was not always been? Really matter to him, on him alone in the world?
was almost sweet in its own way.
remained silent, staring at his shoes.
"... I'm sorry, Reno"
"Eh?"
"Sorry. I'm an idiot. "
" I know very well. "
" I should not have. "
" ... what? "
" You know. "
And Reno was flushed, his eyes still lowered, she looked for the words. He cursed those strange days, when everything was so foolish as to confuse. Then he looked at Rude, shoulders clenched, frowning. Rude And laughed. When
Reno had slammed the door in his face, hearing the sound of the key turning, Rude had felt better.
Everything was finished, everything was still possible.
dawn Cissnei waited for the train.
was too early, really. People were walking around outside the bubble in which she felt. Few people walk slow, lazy, still full of sleep. He loved the sunrise, and feared like nothing else. The
hated? Hated her, now? No, he knew not. Knew him well enough. And he knew enough to be able to understand her. Maybe. Or maybe not. Now, all that remained was the dawn and the confused noise of the station. Air to hold between your fingers. The sharp wind and the light that slipped over his face.
they both knew, yes, and there was nothing to fear. There was nothing to be sad. Sometimes it goes well, it was said, not knowing what it meant. And when you go so you can not avoid still hope, right? It was understandable. When everything is destroyed, we can not hope for.
The train arrived early. Cissnei smiled, because it had never happened. There was something special, then. Maybe the universe was sending a signal. Or maybe not, and just wanted to think so. But it did not matter, and then began to walk, get in line, to enter and search the place. Among employees sleepy, as was a lot.
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